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September 27/Weekend Extra

Friday, September 27th, 2019

I leave today for St Louis where I am performing a wedding for a young man who attended the church I pastor while in high school. He went to Maryville College where he met his soon-to-be-wife. His mother still attends the church. I will not be taking my computer so I wanted to post this before the weekend.  I actually wrote this while on our cruise and was waiting to post it this weekend.

My title for this devotion is People of Means vs People of Meaning.

While on the cruise we have met all kinds of people. Some I’d just as soon not remember; some I wish I could know more. We have seen rude people-push, dour, treating others like they are all that and more. I have seen impatient people. I have seen sour people. I have seen those who refuse to acknowledge even with a head shake. I have seen old folks in canes and walkers and carts. I have seen young couples in love. I have seen families-one we met on the train ride who were an absolute delight and continue to acknowledge us. I have seen a crude dude ask for a picture then give the finger to the photographer and then use salty language. I turned away in disgust. We have also seen a number of followers of Jesus take the time to pray for their meal. We met a couple from Houston yesterday on the train and are having supper with them tonight.

All kinds of people. Probably most like us-down home and ordinary. But I can’t help but wonder how many are hurting. Thinking of taking their life. Grasping at straws. Trying to save a marriage. Searching for meaning. Think they have the tiger by the tail.

Sad. The answer is right at their fingertips. Right on their lips. One Name. Jesus.

“Father, help me to never lost my heart for people. Even the disgusting or power hungry. The gay or the lesbian. The rich or the poor. The lost or the saved. Please give me a heart that always seeks yours and look for others.”

July 26/Weekend

Friday, July 26th, 2019

My title for this devotion is Arrogance vs Repentance.

I think one of the things-bar none-that turns most people off is arrogance. When someone does something or says something or just acts a certain way where he/she is impressed with himself/herself and also wants others to be, it is a big turn off.

But repentance is something else. Repentance involves one characteristic an arrogant person doesn’t have: humility. Repentance involves a willingness to lower oneself, even admitting wrong.

The story of David in I Chronicles 21 is an interesting one. After stories of victory over giants, seemingly out of the blue comes David’s request for Joab to number Israel. Against Joab’s better judgment, David orders it done. David finds out soon that God was displeased with his actions and gives him three options. David chooses Door #3: Three days of pestilence. Soon David sees the distress it brings on the people and cries out for mercy on them because it was his fault! He took the blame. His repentance rings out loud and clear. About the same time, he is at Ornan’s threshing floor and sees the angel with his sword drawn. But David is sincere in his repentance and asks Ornan to sell him-at full price-a sacrifice. Ornan offers free to David the oxen and all the fixings (wood, wheat, etc) needed for a proper sacrifice. David says, “No he will not offer the Lord what belongs to Ornan, nor offer burnt offerings which cost him nothing.” So he paid full price and offered the sacrifice to God. God stayed the angel’s hand of judgment.

David’s arrogance/pride got him in trouble; it was his humility that rescued him.

“Father, may I be a man of humility not arrogance. May I be a man who is willing to admit my faults, and when it is my fault to repent with a sincere heart.”

Note: I’d like to thank each of you for being patient with me as I have been in and out in consistency with this blog. As I wrote on my other blog, there is a light at the end of the tunnel as far as going to Ohio and cleaning out the apartment.  This Monday that end of the saga will be over.  Both Jo and I say, “It can’t happen soon enough.”  We have seen a lot more of each other over the past month or so. It may change her mind about me retiring! 🙂

July 3

Wednesday, July 3rd, 2019

I’ve been in Ohio helping Jo close up and clean up her sister’s apartment so I have been unable to post my devotions early in the morning. Nor have I been able to even post them since there is no internet there. I find myself at McDonalds using their wifi to post the past two days and today’s devotion. I guess I can’t tell people I don’t go into Mickey D’s anymore. 🙂 Anyway, here it today’s devotion.

My title for today’s devotion is Patience vs. Insolence.

I was thinking this morning (I know…dangerous) as I was reading the Scriptures how patient God is when man’s insolence is involved. I’ve been reading in 2 Kings the past few days, and while my head is spinning in my inability to get a hold of all the kings and then they lived, etc, one thing I haven’t had trouble doing is seeing their disobedience and insolence so prevalent in the kings. Just this morning starting at 2 Kings 10:32 and stopping at 13:21, my mind is boggled by the number of kings and their disobedience.

But the fact that God hung in there with them is a testimony to His faithfulness and grace. Then I read these words from Psalm 116:5- “Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; our God is merciful.” How appropriate a description. 3 words:

  • Gracious
  • Righteous
  • Merciful

They sure describe God during the kings period. And they sure describe Him during this time of our history. I am truly amazed at God’s graciousness with His people.  If it wasn’t for grace we would be toast.  Our approval of abortion, homosexuality, ungodliness and other sins has to hurt His heart. But His grace continues. His mercy continues. His righteousness is everlasting, but someday it will all end as it did with Israel and Juday.

“Father, may I not be the one who shows insolence toward You-Your grace, righteousness, and mercy. Help me to be true to you.”

June 10

Monday, June 10th, 2019

My title for this devotion is Selfish vs. Generous.

We hear different kinds of statements: “Pay it forward.” “It’s more blessed to give than to receive.” “I get more joy out of giving than I do getting.” “God loves a cheerful giver” (in reference to (mostly) church-giving).

I am a (naturally) generous person. I say that, not as a brag, so please don’t think it that way. I learned it from my mom and my grandfather. And ultimately from my Father. I like doing things for people. I like buying small things and giving them as a kind gesture. For example, I like getting a book and giving it to a colleague. Or a meaningful book and giving it to someone in the church. I have no clue how many copies of New Morning Mercies I have given away. When Jo was working, I felt much freer doing this. Now that she is retired and money is tighter, I can’t do it as often. I miss it. 

It is part of my DNA.  God has blessed me with so much I want to share it with others. I’m careful as I say that lest it be misconstrued as a selfish thing: “He wants blessed so he gives.” No, not at all. That really isn’t my motivation. That’s not saying I don’t benefit. Proverbs 11:25 says, “Whoever brings blessing will be enriched, and the one who waters will himself be watered.” What a word picture I get with the verse! I picture two people having a water fight with one starting it with a hose only to get drenched himself. 🙂 🙂

Something happens-to the recipient and the giver-when generosity takes place. I have found God uses a fire hose when I use a garden hose. But I will never experience that until I give the first squirt.

“Father, you have a generous heart. It all started with you giving Your Son. May I be like you-not for the purpose of getting back-but simply to follow your example. Please give me a generous, giving heart.”

May 24/Weekend

Friday, May 24th, 2019

My title for this devotion is Desperate vs Settled.

Have you ever been really desperate? I’m talking “end of the rope” desperate. I can honestly say there have been times I thought I was at the end of my rope-or as one of Tami’s students asked her: “Miss Grandi. Are you on your last nerve?”-but I’m guessing I wasn’t quite there. Yet. It was definitely coming though.

I wonder if that is how David felt when he wrote these words: “Save me, O God! For the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in deep mire, where there is not foothold; I have come into deep waters,  and the flood sweeps over me.” Then later he wrote: “Answer me, O Lord, for your steadfast love is good: according to your abundant mercy turn to me. Hide not your face from your servant, for I am in distress; make haste to answer me. Draw near to my soul, redeem me; ransom me because of my enemies.” (Psalm 69: 1-2, 16-18)

Words of desperation. In fact, much of Psalm 69 seems to be that. David is describing what I will call “the end of the rope syndrome.” He’s come to the end of his own strength and realizes he needs help. How many of us have felt and can feel the despair of verses 1-2? (Want an education? Read the whole chapter). There is a desperation that oozes out of the words.

BUT there is also a settledness that comes. David realizes he needs God (verses 16-18) And God does come. How do I know? “I will praise the name of God with a song; I will magnify him with thanksgiving.” (69:30)

“Father, let my desperation lead me to you. Help me to not give in to despair but to find my settledness in You. Let my song be one of joy not desperation.”

March 8/Weekend

Friday, March 8th, 2019

I apologize for my failure to post earlier. I am fighting this “bug” that is going around and since we will be heading out Sunday after church for Ohio I thought I better sleep in some. Little did I know a 2 hour nap would also be in order for the afternoon. 🙂

My title for this devotion is Deserving vs Undeserving.

Whenever one talks about mercy and grace, the subject always comes down to what we do and do not deserve. It’s only right. Mercy is not getting what we do deserve; grace is getting what we don’t deserve. 

The past week in his book a SHELTER in the time OF STORM, Paul David Tripp had a different approach. It was mediation #42. I’m going to capsulize it.

I deserve:

  • to be forsaken, to be forever cast away.
  • to be rejected, to have God turn away and stay.
  • His anger, to be punished for my wrong.
  • His righteous judgment, the full weight of His Law.

I don’t deserve:

  • His affection, the many things I could not earn.
  • His provision, the daily gifts of His love.
  • the rights of family, to be called His son.
  • the warm reception, tender care and endless help.
  • to call Him Father, to be welcomed in His home.

But I’m part of a family, His family. It’s a family I did not deserve or earn. (End of summary)

There’s a lot I am not deserving of. There is a lot I am also deserving of. None of it from my own doing. The longer I live and the more I study, the more I realize I have to rely on God’s mercy and grace.

“Father, I need your mercy and grace. I need your attention to the details of my life where I need straightened up. Help me to always remember what I deserve and don’t deserve.”