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September 25

Wednesday, September 25th, 2019

My title for this devotion is Running From vs Running To.

Sometime in the early ’90s we got a dog.  Samson, as I named him, was a drop off. A friend of a friend showed him to the friend who then showed him to my girls and that was all she wrote. But it was soon apparent Samson was my dog. He was part Malamute/part Shepherd and he was squirmy.  He was too big for Janna; Tami dropped him on his head when he squirmed out of her arms; and Jo couldn’t control him. I could. I walked him. Fed him. Played with him.  He knew my car sound as I turned the corner into our cul-de-sac.

We had a side yard with a fence. Only once did Samson get out. We were shingling the roof when someone left the gate open. I saw him take off and foolishly got off the roof to chase after him. Instead of running to me, he ran away. He was only a couple of months old and I was fearful for him. But I should have let him come back to me. My frustration level got greater the longer I went after him. I finally turned around and went back home.  He soon returned.

How much like Samson the human race is. We have safety, security, and all we need at home. But something bites us and we want to check out “the other side.” So we get out of our safety net and roam. Pursue. Chase a rabbit trail of unfulfillment.  God pursues us bidding us to come to Him. To come home. Ultimately, the decision is ours as to whether to continue pursuing the empty life or run to the One who gives life.

Samson came home eventually. I gave him a few swats across the flank then hugged him. He never ran again. We can run from God to a life filled with danger and missteps or run to Him where He may discipline us but then hugs us with arms of love. Run from Him to a life filled with hurt or run to Him and a life filled with love. Which will it be?

“Father, Peter once said, ‘Where else can we go? You have the words of eternal life.’ Help me to always remember that. Help me not to pursue the empty life but to pursue your life.”

July 17

Wednesday, July 17th, 2019

My title for this devotion is Being Asleep vs Being Awake.

As an exercise person, I know one of the essentials to effective exercise is recovery. Allowing the muscles time to recuperate is critical to being on top of my game the next ride. (Since I cycle that is my go-to thought). Did you know one of the most critical elements to recovery is not a protein drink or eating right afterwards or stretching, although they are all important, but something we do naturally? It is something we do and have done since the day we were born. S-L-E-E-P. That’s right. Sleep. Proper rest. Being an effective athlete and thinking sleeping 3-4 hours a night is enough is not going to cut it.

As a follower of Christ, sleep is important. Exhaustion is one of the enemies of clear-headed, sharp thinking. There is no virtue in being bleary-eyed and unable to function. No one can go for long periods of time with sleep deprivation.

EXCEPT GOD. In fact, He needs none. How about I just let the Scripture state the truth: “I life up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth. He will not let your foot be moved; he who keeps you will not slumber. Behold, he who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.” [Psalm 121:1-4]

He neither sleeps nor slumbers. Just as important: He never gets tired either. I need sleep. I get tired (even more and quicker as I get older). But I have the assurance that as I rest, God is alert and never sleeps. That gives the promise of safe and restful sleep since He does all the “worrying” for me.

“Father, thank you for the assurance of You staying awake and being alert while I sleep. Please give me the rest I need to continue fighting the battle for you.”

June 3

Monday, June 3rd, 2019

First, today is Tami’s 44th birthday. Yeah Tami! And yes, I gave her age. 🙂

Second, I’m posting this because I’m not sure about my week. I gave the details at my other blog and you can read them there.  I plan to keep my daily Quiet Time. I’m just not sure about availability of internet as well as my time to post. I’ll do my best.

Thanks for coming by and reading Living in the Shadow. It means a lot to me.

May 3

Friday, May 3rd, 2019

My title for this devotion is Reactive vs Proactive Faith.

Psalm 56:3-4,11 says “When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I shall not be afraid…in God I trust: I shall not be afraid. What can man do to me?” (ESV)

Those verses are telling me something worth seeing. There is a Reactive Faith and there is a Proactive Faith. Let me put it this way:

When I am afraid -> I will trust.

I will trust -> and not be afraid.

That’s not saying it is bad to trust when afraid. No. That’s a good thing to run to the Father. But the Proactive says, “I will trust and not be afraid.” It is much different to face life trusting God than to wait until something comes and then trust.

I read the familiar passage of Proverbs 3:5-6 this morning. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him, and he will make straight your paths.” (ESV) See that first word? T-R-U-S-T.

Personally, I don’t think it is bad to be afraid and then throw your trust onto the Lord and lean on Him. How much better, though, to have your trust in Him and not be afraid when things hit (and they will)?

“Father, let me have a Proactive Faith-one that trust you ahead of difficulty- rather than a Reactive Faith-one that trusts you after/during the storm. In either case let my faith be real and tangible when it is tested.”

March 28

Thursday, March 28th, 2019

My title is Growing Old vs Getting Old.

There is a well-worn saying that stands the test of time:”There are two things which are certain-death and taxes.” No argument on that!! The rub is the part which usually precedes the death part: old age.

We have milestones in our lives. 21 signals “adulthood” (as if). 30 for a pastor was/is the magic age, i.e. a pastor is now old enough to show maturity, gain respect and to have been around the block a few times. 35-30 is supposed to be the pastor’s most productive years-something about youth and energy and learning. 🙂 40 is a tough age for some. 50 is even tougher because a sense of mortality is kicking in. 60 is seen as the start of the downhill slops. 65 is “retirement.” Beyond that? It’s anyone’s guess (largely because I’m not there yet).

I’ve made a few observations about getting older:

  1. The best laid plans often go down the tubes. Various reasons play into that. Health. Finances. Family. You can add to the list. Nest eggs often become broken yolks. Cancer, Alzheimer’s, or a myriad other diseases play havoc.
  2. Getting old is a reality best accepted. I have continued to stay active-cycling, working out at the Y-but I cannot deny the ravages of time on my stamina, strength, or joints. While better off than some my age, I am aware of Father Time’s creeping presence.
  3. Recovery takes a lot longer these days. I no longer recover as quickly after a workout-no matter the supplements or protein. I don’t recover as quickly from sickness. I do find myself becoming emotionally attached more easily and, therefore, I feel pain more deeply and longer. Maybe its an awareness of my own mortality. I don’t know.
  4. I think there are positives. I have become much more patient. I’ve been more willing to “ride things out” as opposed to “This is what I think. Deal with it.” I sense a deeper tenderness for hurting people around me. I sense more of a willingness to accept people as they are instead of being so stinking opinionated. I’m still against compromise but maybe “tough love acceptance” would be more accurate.

I realize much of this is subjective. But I don’t want to just get old; I was to grow old…gracefully… whimsically… wisely…graciously…Godly.

“Father, may my remaining days or years be ones of productivity for You. Continue your work in me until completion.”

February 15

Friday, February 15th, 2019

I am actually writing this on February 14th. When I was working my way through New Morning Mercies (BeTransformed on the side bar), I committed to posting every day. NMM was a daily devotional that I took seriously. There were times I definitely didn’t want to due to being on vacation or being away from my “Quiet Time place” or just because of time. But I did it anyway because I had committed to it.

But when I hit 2019 and decided to do LivingintheShadow I vowed I would not be “owned” by it. I would make every effort to post every day and only on the weekend when I felt I had something to say. I wanted to enjoy my posting not feel shackled by it. So far so good.

That’s why I’m writing this on the 14th and scheduling it to post on the 15th. This afternoon Jo and I are leaving town for the night. We are long past the age of “getting away for the passion of it all.” (not that I’m opposed to that)  And sorry if that is TMI.  🙂 🙂 No, we just needed to get away. Get out of town. No matter how hard I try I still find myself at 66 still staying extremely busy with pastoring a church, riding a bike (inside for now) or working out at the Y, and finding it incredibly hard to slow down. Jo suggested we get away. I jumped at that.

So…I’ll post a blog. Soon. Maybe later today after we get home and before we take tickets at the high school basketball game. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe Sunday. Who knows? I do hope you will come back to check it out though. I also thank you for taking the time to visit my little corner of the blogosphere. I’m enjoying doing Living in the Shadow and do hope it is providing you with blessing, encouragement and some thought-provoking material. I do appreciate it. See you soon. Or as Sam tells George in “It’s a Wonderful Life”: “See you in the funny papers. Hee-haw.”